A lot of complimented me at talent show. I think people just assume that I can’t dance to be honest. It’s the shattering of expectation that makes the performance very impacting. To be honest, I like when people look at me and say, “You dance?”. It’s a sort of YEAH moment. It’s like seeing a tiny girl doing flips in the middle of P.E. class.
It was wonderful. My favorite was when chaojie, james, and brandon sang firework. It was beautiful. Of course Hypnotik was AMAZING! great show guys!
CHAOJIE, JAMES AND BRANDON!
Agreed.
I feel like I miss the good parts of life to be honest. I always leave early for a lot of things. However, I’m ok with that. I think the most leading factor of why I never get mad at anyone is because of my mom. To be honest, she is one of the only people in the world that can say the worst things or plainly piss me off. I just remember that nobody can compare to how harsh and impatient my mom can get. No one can compare. If I don’t burst at my mom, I don’t burst at anyone else.
Talent show was great. I enjoyed it. I didn’t feel an ounce of nervousness. I felt a lot of adrenaline because of how much fun I was having. I am really glad for people to notice me. One comment means a lot. I just feel really good about myself; since, dancing is one of the few things I’m more than decent at.
Well, tomorrow I have school. One more day and then it’s the weekend.
Anyways, I may just pull an all nighter or take a nap. Either way I’m getting all my homework done and practicing dancing.
Colloquium was fun. I gave my flower basket to Amir. Love that kid. Anyways, Hypnotik was really rough to be honest. I was sloppy as hell because I think this was the first time we cleaned up. =/ I feel like a failure at points of the dance because I goof. It’s OK though! I’ll be dancing to perfection after tonight! I hope. I’ll die trying.
Anyways, good day.
My day went pretty well. Biology had a ton of stuff to cover like always. It’s so fresh and new for me which is probably why I’m so into it. Isang was short for me. I had to work more with hypnotik to be honest.
In isang, I did the transition with my malong right, but when I started punching my malong went over my head… fricken malong!
Life is life. I haven’t been getting sleep because I’ve been watching anime. Also, a lot of people said they didn’t want to do anything in the morning because they wanted to sleep. Sleep is for the weak! I can sleep when I’m dead taking the words from someone else. I just want to do something!
There are only 2 grades on impact. Let’s keep it that way. lol
First time leading Isang. It was fun. Very new and very different. I hope people enjoyed me leading. Anyways, school is decent. 2 weeks till battle. :O.
Nothing new. Just one of those nonevent full days.
After this, I can rest a little. We’ve been working up to this point. Do my best everyday!
I felt really bad for having AJ drive me to studio. I got lucky. I owe you one, AJ.
So, went to studio practice and was pleasantly surprised to find myself in walking on a dream cause I really like that dance. James didn’t say I was in it at first, but later he did. Very very very pleased.
Anyways, after that I went to Mcdonalds with josephine. I did nothing after that ahha.
Also dubstep is the death of me! + vibe videos have been giving me ideas for M.I.A.
I dance to my locker in the hallway in the morning. Just so you know.
Currently doing my junior leaders journal at 1:21 am, fun stuffs. My day went pretty well. My shoulders and ass hurt because of rolling on the ground with a belt with studs, oops.
I still need to do Thursday homework… I’ll be using tomorrow as a catch up day. I should just finish everything. wooo.
Good day off! Spent doing nothing and finishing up homework.
This biology lab took me forever. I didn’t do any of my physics homework or psychology homework. I have the weekend for that.
I came up with a realization that I should stop depending on people. I should really stop getting attached to people. It’s weird being really social for an hour and then getting cut off from any social contact. I think I’ll just keep to myself and tumblr. It’s sort of depressing, but there is truth in that. I will be more independent and try not to let anyone hold me back. I’m not going to completely cut myself from any attachment, but just reduce it. Bad habit.
I’m pretty sure we have school tomorrow. I better start finishing up my homework.
Didn’t do anything! :D
I didn’t need to shovel anything today. I sat at home doing these numerous things.
I shall be starting homework and turning on my space heater because it seems the current heater is not on currently. :3 We had to call off our plans to hang out because of the snow.
I was discussing this earlier; everything is just ok. I think I reached a point where I will just keep things to myself. I reached a slump which I know that I can’t really get out of. It’s more of a social standing slump. Today went well. Swimming was actually fun. I enjoy swimming around at the end of the day. I’m scared for having swimming on Friday because I have Biology next.
Anyways, the only time where I felt a ton of worry. I left swimming without contact lenses! I was planning on going to my locker and going to the hall of honors. Jenny asked if I needed a ride, but I thought we had Hypnotik. I went to the Hall of honors to turn on my cell phone to find out we didn’t have it. (Son of a bitch) I was really really angry. I feel like I’m always the last to know, every single time. Everyone reminds me when I already know that something is going on! Not when I don’t know. I put my contacts in hastily and they burnt. I tried looking for someone to give me a ride. Josephine called neil for me and saved the day for me. Thank you Josephine and Neil. I would have walked home. phew
Day spent.
