nothing has been done today. I didn’t run today. I feel sore, but good. With the coming snow storm I will not be able to run outside D:. I reached 3rd job and level 72 in maple story. I’m pretty sure I’m not going to be back for a long time.
I’ve been trying to choreograph, but I think I just need an hour to myself one day at school. It’s hard for me to choreo at home. I’m crossing my fingers that this will turn out good.
1st semester is over. Good bye, time.
I got new clothes and stuff. I got a fur tail key chain coming soon. I hope it comes on Thursday. :D
Yup. I feel really energized and I went on my scale and it read 114.8 .. That’s not right. I think my scale is just trying to make me feel better. Anyways, I should run early in the morning on the days off and run after school. :]
Day was good. Ms. Ortiz asked me about the final and I told her that it was fine, everything we learned. It wasn’t so bad. If I started studying a week earlier, I would have definitely beasted it, but I didn’t, too bad so sad. She also told me how I was doing well in her class which made me all tingly inside.
Physics took it’s long ass rod and shoved it really hard. I honestly did not understand what was going on in that exam.
Lang… haha. :]
Hard day is over.
Finals are finally over for me. Good job and good luck to everyone.
Well I think I may settle. I’ve decided that I’m going to try my hardest at Physics. I need an 81 to maintain that A in Physics, which is nerve wrecking because I just took a practice test and did absolutely horrible on it. I need a 96 or higher for bio which is highly unlikely.
I enjoyed today since I only had to take 2 finals and led me to go home early than usual. I took a nap and woke up at 5 when the sun was about to go down. I never noticed how pretty it is in my house when the sun is up like how it was in the afternoon.
Currently typing my essay and going to need to study for biology soon.
I don’t know. Sitting alone at my house is so quiet. There’s a point where I wish I at least had someone who would want to come over randomly or just spend the night. Not doing anything bad, but just sweet long night conversations. Maybe it’s just me. Something is probably wrong with me.
Jen and Ann come over today and it reminded me how much I have not been socializing to be honest. I don’t have any close friends. To be more specific, no close friends who are guys.
It may be due to the fact that…
No guys in my grade share the same interests as me.
All guys in my grade don’t talk about anything relative in my life.
Guys hardly talk about anything.
Guys don’t put in effort in having friends.
Guys suck at reading emotions.
Guys hardly like going out since they are lazy.
It’s a little disheartening to see how much I do not relate to anybody who’s male in my grade.
Le sigh. Finals are actually just “meh” to me currently.
I feel like I should just suck it up. Tumblr is pretty much the only place where it makes me feel better to type all of this out.
I will work hard this week. I’m just here preparing all my stuff for tomorrow. I just read one of the most heart felt recollections posted by someone. It was strange to see it and read it in entirety and disappear like it never existed.
Fun day with Ada and James. Fabric shopping at a really big fabric store. After that, we went to Burger king! :D I think I should not have order 3 burgers.
Lol I’m more worried about Biology than dancing. I think that’s a good thing because it’s a sign that I’m well prepared for dance showcase.
Nothing new to report. I’m just stressing over tests and all of this stuff.
Funny side note: I was planning to get hoodies, crewnecks, or t-shirts for the seniors.However, the seniors themselves were really excited to get their own; it saves me the trouble of planning and collecting money from people who weren’t seniors.
Well, school was nice. Junior leaders we’re choreographing dances as our finals. Our dance is constrained to counts as we see that anything else would be difficult due to the fact that we have to dance to a 3 minute song which is repetitive.
I felt really lonely when I went to my locker.
Phil H. and Patricia together in the hallway
Adriane W. and Wesley
Random weird freshman couple
all at the same time in my view. To top that I saw a gay couple right when I logged onto tumblr. *Pretend shot to the head*
Can’t help to need somebody to love as J. Beibs would state it.
Currently typing my bio essay, lovely piece of work. School was decent. Hypnotik everyday after school this week. Not to bad to be honest. It doesn’t matter to me. I’m just glad that I get to fix problemas.
“Live forever” said by selected characters of Donna Tart’s The Secret History demonstrates to readers the dream of reaching a state noumena through attempts of performing Dionysian rituals of ancient Greece which adds a shade of color to Donna Tart’s idea that everyone attempts to reach a sense of truth in their own way.”—My Proposal (Oh my…)
I’m glad where I am right now to be honest. Today was spent dancing and becoming better. I’m really glad to have studio practice as well as people telling me what’s up with my movements.
Homework piled up today, terrible habit! Anyways, I slightly want to go to the beach alone and just sit there in the sun to be honest. I want a day to myself with nothing to care about. Life is good though.
Hypnotik was pretty much the start of my day. We got our positions, and I am very excited. I wish I danced a little more, but it is all good. I can’t wait.
After, I went to Woodfield. I ate at this buffet which was pretty cheap for what they had. I bought a few things at the mall.
Dress shirt for tomorrow
Dress shoes of my ooown! :3
I wish there was more plain clothes. I wish they had a v-neck store that was cheap. Also, I wish I could customize my own clothes easily. Oh yah! I forgot that store would be american apparel if it was not expensive.
i despise spanish class. we didn’t do much today besides correct tests, easy activities, and watch south of the border. i fell asleep midway but eventually woke up b/c it is not everyday you get to see a president fall off a bike and break it (hugo chavez).
mysteriousness going on during lunch…
Lol For spanish. You have to give him some slack for being sick. It was funny because he blatantly told us that we’re going to have a calm day.
Day was pretty good. I found out AP recommendations for Spanish were scarce. I’m here with one sitting in my inbox. School had nothing really too much to talk about me.
I now have a lump after doing REALLY HORRIBLE somersaults. It’s just a lump of flesh. It sucks. I need to fix those. I think I’m just entirely going into them. I should use my arms to control myself because I know also I am not going in a straight line.
Not a lot of homework surprisingly! I think this is a reward for working hard at school.
Well, my days have been specially lonely. I feel like I don’t have that person to talk to, to be honest. I just feel a little left out. I am trying to become entirely independent. No more asking for rides; however, I still want a healthy dose of communication with my friends or have a close friend. Right now, I don’t have that privilege. I wish I did. Or I wish I was a little more open, but I can’t change myself to settle for less.
Last day of colloquium! Anyways, learned 2 dances.
Mr. H*** came up to me today and asked me to be on acadec next year. I was a little surprised and unwilling. However, I figured I might as well. I have nothing else to do and hardly go outside to see daylight. Anyways, no more sob stories for me. I’m sucking it up and doing just fine.
Today, I have been exceptionally on task. I took a nap when I got home which was a given, but I timed myself for sleeping which was a great idea. I found more about Hannah today. Fucked up shit, just saying.
I am owning biology. I definitely am liking my new study strategy. School is just school. It has been really nice to me lately. However, the quizzes have been raping me.
Anyways, I’m surprised dance showcase is actually here to be honest. I wasn’t expecting it to be here so quickly. I felt like it just came out suddenly. To be honest, I don’t feel I have to do too much work. I’m only in 3 dances. At one point I’m a little jealous of others who are in more, but I can easily get over it. (haha) Looking on the brighter side, I have less to remember and won’t be sweating. However, I still am a little irritated. I might just practice dancing during my lunch or make some choreography. Whew :]
I can’t help but feel a little empty due to absence of venting or expressing strong emotions. I’m coming back to this blog for a little while. I think this will just be my personal blog. I feel that my 365 project was a total bust and should have been easier on me; however, due to circumstance, I am back here to talk about occurrences.