Marked for Success

nothing has been done today. I didn’t run today. I feel sore, but good. With the coming snow storm I will not be able to run outside D:. I reached 3rd job and level 72 in maple story. I’m pretty sure I’m not going to be back for a long time. 

I’ve been trying to choreograph, but I think I just need an hour to myself one day at school. It’s hard for me to choreo at home. I’m crossing my fingers that this will turn out good. 

1st semester is over. Good bye, time.

I got new clothes and stuff. I got a fur tail key chain coming soon. I hope it comes on Thursday. :D

hah Did nothing…

Day well spent. 

• 4.728 Miles Ran
• 45 Minutes Taken
• 795.1 Calories Burnt
• 15 minutes doing sit ups, push up, weights.

Yup. I feel really energized and I went on my scale and it read 114.8 .. That’s not right. I think my scale is just trying to make me feel better. Anyways, I should run early in the morning on the days off and run after school. :]

Lol It was nice though. Really sweet and relaxing week.

I went to woodfield with AJ! :D Got 2 v necks, but didn’t find the lanyard i wanted. Oh well. :] Fun bonding time to be honest. Much needed and good celebration for the end of finals.

Junior leaders was really fun watching and doing our dances.

Day was good. Ms. Ortiz asked me about the final and I told her that it was fine, everything we learned. It wasn’t so bad. If I started studying a week earlier, I would have definitely beasted it, but I didn’t, too bad so sad. She also told me how I was doing well in her class which made me all tingly inside. 

Physics took it’s long ass rod and shoved it really hard. I honestly did not understand what was going on in that exam. 

Lang… haha. :]

Hard day is over. 

Finals are finally over for me. Good job and good luck to everyone.

LOL CALLED IT!! I knew I was going to get a 80-85 on my Biology final. :] Surprisingly right.

Well I think I may settle. I’ve decided that I’m going to try my hardest at Physics. I need an 81 to maintain that A in Physics, which is nerve wrecking because I just took a practice test and did absolutely horrible on it. I need a 96 or higher for bio which is highly unlikely.

I enjoyed today since I only had to take 2 finals and led me to go home early than usual. I took a nap and woke up at 5 when the sun was about to go down. I never noticed how pretty it is in my house when the sun is up like how it was in the afternoon.

Currently typing my essay and going to need to study for biology soon. 

I don’t know. Sitting alone at my house is so quiet. There’s a point where I wish I at least had someone who would want to come over randomly or just spend the night. Not doing anything bad, but just sweet long night conversations. Maybe it’s just me. Something is probably wrong with me. 

Jen and Ann come over today and it reminded me how much I have not been socializing to be honest. I don’t have any close friends. To be more specific, no close friends who are guys.

It may be due to the fact that…

• No guys in my grade share the same interests as me.
• All guys in my grade don’t talk about anything relative in my life.
• Guys hardly talk about anything.
• Guys don’t put in effort in having friends.
• Guys suck at reading emotions.
• Guys hardly like going out since they are lazy.

It’s a little disheartening to see how much I do not relate to anybody who’s male in my grade.

Le sigh. Finals are actually just “meh” to me currently. 

I feel like I should just suck it up. Tumblr is pretty much the only place where it makes me feel better to type all of this out. 

I will work hard this week. I’m just here preparing all my stuff for tomorrow. I just read one of the most heart felt recollections posted by someone. It was strange to see it and read it in entirety and disappear like it never existed. 

Fun day with Ada and James. Fabric shopping at a really big fabric store. After that, we went to Burger king! :D I think I should not have order 3 burgers. 

Anyways, I’m going for it. Just going for it.

I can’t say that I’m “120 something” without lieing. ._. Aaaawkwaaard. 

I think my scale is off by a lot. 

Studying for Psych and Not finished. 

1. Pre-calc
2. Physics 
3. Lang
4. Biology
5. Spanish

MUST GET IT DONE!

• Bio Test
• Dance Showcase
• Ihop
• Erin, Richard, and Kyle

Weird string of events. My life will soon get more stressful. 

Preparing. 

Lol I’m more worried about Biology than dancing. I think that’s a good thing because it’s a sign that I’m well prepared for dance showcase.

Nothing new to report. I’m just stressing over tests and all of this stuff. 

Funny side note: I was planning to get hoodies, crewnecks, or t-shirts for the seniors.However, the seniors themselves were really excited to get their own; it saves me the trouble of planning and collecting money from people who weren’t seniors.

Well, school was nice. Junior leaders we’re choreographing dances as our finals. Our dance is constrained to counts as we see that anything else would be difficult due to the fact that we have to dance to a 3 minute song which is repetitive. 

I felt really lonely when I went to my locker.

I saw…

• Phil H. and Patricia together in the hallway
• Adriane W. and Wesley
• Random weird freshman couple

all at the same time in my view. To top that I saw a gay couple right when I logged onto tumblr. *Pretend shot to the head*

Can’t help to need somebody to love as J. Beibs would state it. 

*Also, auditorium stage is extremely slippery.

Currently typing my bio essay, lovely piece of work. School was decent. Hypnotik everyday after school this week. Not to bad to be honest. It doesn’t matter to me. I’m just glad that I get to fix problemas. 

Nice and regular day.