Marked for Success

The end of my day was slightly disappointing. We took asian Club pictures which was very nice. However, I wanted to practice for Isang but not a lot of people showed. I feel like Isang and Asian club are the only things I look forward to lately. I don’t know if that’s good or bad. Good because I’m devoted, but bad because It feels like im obsessing over it.

I went to the library to do my work.

I felt pretty lonely, the rain probably influenced my mood a little.

Nothing much to report after I went home.

My brother told me to stop doing drugs. I don’t even do them. Then he told me TJ told him. TJ is full of it. AHAH!

I just remembered I hit tom in the face…..

Yah i feel bad.

Haha, When I think about my posts on tumblr, I wonder, “Who even reads my posts? My posts are just a wall of text.” In truth I think I really type up my whole day for my benefit. So I can recollect my thoughts and do something that helps me practice writing. I type my day up, So I can critically evaluate what life lessons I learned.

Left Knee

My left knee is acting up. It’s hurting. I have Physical Education tomorrow. I’m please that we have PE, but aggravated that I can’t enjoy it with a sore knee. I have no idea why it’s sore. I haven’t been doing anything physically strenuous. I’m sure it’ll past in the morning.

News spreads Fast

So I couldn’t get any sleep last night. Consequently I stayed up all night stumbling websites. I told one girl in the morning about my experience. At my 4^th block class, a bunch of people have told me they heard that I stayed up all night. I didn’t know it would even spread!

I have an idea of writing “5 reasons why I like *NAME*!*” I want to do it everyday, but I don’t think anyone would appreciate it.

I’m Mature for my Age

I’m pretty childish. I ate with my hands this weekend. I went to the movie theaters in shorts because I was too stubborn/lazy to put on any pants. Ate Ice cream and told my dad that “the waffle cone was too hard”, and pushed the cone towards him. Later, I came home to take a nap. I awoke in a blind rage for some reason, mostly because I awoke with no reason and was still tired.. Hard to say how mature I am sometimes.

I’m a villain in Disguise

I could be an good evil villain. I could be a dictator or be a pop culture phenomenon.

List of Why I could be a good villian

• I can be very serious.
• Can have a bunny as an evil pet
• Be a messed up insane person
• Be pretty controlling
• Am very demanding
• Am inteligent
• I can be very mean. (People actually tell me that)

I don’t think I can pull off the look though.

yahs

It’s pretty late, my weekend was pretty good.

Oh yah I looked at a picture of a castle. It makes me kinda happy….. I guess.

My parents bought some friend chicken that had this sweet sauce. Along with the chicken, we had white rice and a eggroll. Of course, we hardly eat as a family mostly because of work and various tasks we must due around the house.

Nothing much to explain after I had the chicken, rice, and eggroll in front of me. I took my hands and ripped apart my meal. The idea of using a fork, knife, or spoon went past my head, like a dodge ball. In the end, I was pretty happy. I felt a little childish, but at least it didn’t take a lot of hand eye coordination to eat my meal, compared with using utensils. My saturday was awfully calm. It rained and snowed outside today, it was a sight to behold. This is what happens when your isolated from any friends. I act more like an individual alone.

I’m writing this post at 12:04 am. So, it’s already a whole new day. Yesterday was Friday! YAY new school. I watched monsters vs aliens, it was ok. However, today I discussed coraline with a friend. I would’ve have watched it again. I had a dream that like vampires were roaming the earth, and I was in like a mall or casino trying to escape my death! After that, I came home and played Final Fantasy again. I should’ve started my homework, but I’m going to do it today.

Maybe I should make a guide of my thoughts made today.

I) Bracelets

II) Music and Health

III) Best friends

IV) The man I see on a daily basis

V) Tinikling, Vegetarian, Mikado

I) So, I ‘ve been wearing green and pink bracelets. Green because it matches my shoes and pink because pink contrast with green. However, I’ve noticed that these bracelets could have sexual meanings! Oh my ._. So I was discussing with Karen what these mean!

Thank to her..”“”“”“”“

• Yellow - indicates the wearer is willing to HUG
• Pink - indicates the wearer is willing to give a hickey
• Orange - indicates the wearer is willing to KISS
• Purple - indicates the wearer is willing to kiss a partner of either sex
• Red - indicates the wearer is willing to perform a LAP DANCE
• Green - indicates that ORAL s** can be performed on a girl
• Clear - indicates a willingness to do “whatever the snapper wants”
• Blue - indicates ORAL S** performed on a guy
• Black - indicates that the wearer will have regular “missionary” s**
• White - indicates the wearer will “FLASH” what they have
• Glittery Yellow - indicates HUGGING and KISSING is acceptable
• Glittery Pink - willing to “flash” (show) a body part
• Glittery Purple - wearer is willing to French (open mouth) kiss
• Glittery Blue - wearer is willing to perform anal sex
• Glittery Green - indicates that the wearer is willing to “69” (mutual oral s**)
• Glittery Clear - indicates that the wearer will let the snappee “feel up” or touch any body part they want”“

If I follow these guidelines, I’ve been looking for a girl for oral. As well as finding someone to give a hickey. -_- What the? Why does our world have to be like this? I looked at the bracelets, and they could be snapped off…..

II) The last class of my day was Health, I was pretty much just waiting for the clock’s little hand to reach 3, and the big hand to reach 14. I was just listening to music and reading “Romeo and Juliet” while people were getting tested for CPR. Next week begins P.E. Yah!!!

III) Mm So Lauren told me that I had best friend potential? I thought we were already best friends. However, i guess it’s true that I don’t hang out with her too much. I’ll make an effort once i have some free time. Also, I’ve been thinking of other people, and to tell the truth I don’t think I have been putting effort into any of my relationships.

IV) So, almost everyday I see this man in the hallway or the stairs. He looks so sad I guess. I think his name is peter, I discussed this with Dawn. Today on the stairs he looked pretty down, I just wanted to cheer him up. One day I’ll take dawn’s advice and introduce myself. HOWEVER I will not ask for his digits, weirdo, I don’t swing that way.

V) Mikado tinikling and vegie pledge were good! Tinikling we just went over the stuff we knew, but it was more fast paced. Isang is a lot of fun. Vegie pledge was pretty good, with no meat I felt so healthy. Mikado was so funny! :]

Today was pretty much a great way to begin my weekend, and to think about the next.

My parents bought twilight.

Today was pretty much like any other regular day. Woke up 30 minutes after I was supposed to wake up. Not much of a problem because I preformed my morning routine at a faster pace.

Daily schedule Follows

• Health- Tested for CPR, studying for spanish, and finishing worksheets we had to do in health while some people were being tested.
• Spanish- Failed, thank you cultural part of the test. However, I excelled at the other questions.
• Band- Actually played, not that good.
• Geometry- Quiz, notes, meh.

Not much to report.

After school not a lot of people showed for tinikling. However, they practiced for someone’s debut. It looked pretty good. I want to do pandango. We’ll see if I get to.

Corn puffs leave a salty taste in your mouth that you have to wash out.

A problem arose when I was talking to Jeselle. What if my 2 frieds of mine were held at gun point? Who would I choose. I wanted to sacrifice myself but that would not have cut out. I guess I would be stricken with fear and not know what to do. I’ll be pondering this while I’m doing homewotk tonight.

Oh yah Andy slapped Jean.

Mmm Today, or shoudl I say Yesterday! Was good. Right now its 12:41 am. Meaning that I have school in a few hours rather than tomorrow.

Yesterday Kamil totally punched my planner notebook like in the air and laughed while walking away. James had to help me out while i was standing there collecting my thoughts of what occured.

Tinikling was fun today. Finished the whole learning of the dance. :] Pretty good, I’m sure I can remember the whole thing, mostly cause clicking is mostly formation.

Still up so I can finish studying for spanish. Yo tengo que recibo un “A” para espanol! :]

My eyes hurt, and when i rub them they feel really sore. I had to finish my health project as well. It isn’t much but at least the essay would be good enough.

*whips*

Mmm World Studies test tomorrow. I can’t really stop thinking about my grades. My physics grade is now a B it’s a 94%. However, my spanish grade is now an A 95%. I really hope I can at least come home with no C’s and at most 2 B’s.

Today

I went to the mall. YAY! And also bought new clothes and such. Tomorrow is monday!

I’m tired my eyes hurt.

OH YAH! I saw a car flipped over on the high way. Pretty cool.

Since, today was Saturday I wanted to get started on my homework ahead of time, but it seemed that uncounciously I was avoiding it. Started with wanting to go to the mall, but being let down. My bro had to go fix his apartment because of a recent incident of him messing it up. So, I had to watch the dog while they were gone. Next, I found final fantasy tactics in a box of goodies.

FINAL FANTASY! Ate my whole day. I didn’t go outside. First I was frustrated with the game because my party kept dieing. Next I was had an ambition to beat the stage to pass to the next town. Finally it happened and now I was done for today. It’s now 11:26 pm and making my daily post.

Mm I should have went outside today, and went to the mall.OR done my homework.

Random thoughts of today

Since, the masquerade ball is the “Last dance of the year”. I wonder what’s going to happen at the end of the year. Will my senior friends still keep in touch? Will they live their lives and forget their friends in high school? Only time will tell. I hope the seniors that made an impact on my life, will remember me at least haha.I still ponder about juniors, and then maybe the sophomores of today. I should just enjoy the time i still have with them.

School

Finally got a perfect score on a quiz in spanish! FINALLY! I really hope I get an A this semester or quarter. Spent the whole class watching videos.

During lunch spent the time skipping stones again haha. As well as feeding the duckies. I should’ve done something more consturctive.

In health we were leaning CPR, and the heimlich maneuver. Phil asked me if I wanted to be his partner(for the heimlich NOT cpr, that would be weird) . He’s like… idk 6-7 inches taller than me. Pretty funny. We were keeping straight faces while we asked really awkwards commands. Like, “bend over, I need to save you”. When we actually had to practice the Heimlich, awkwardest thing trying to find the correct place to place our hands.

After School

Tinikling practice. I was happy we had practice but wished it was a better day. So cold! I really hope next time we have practice it will be sunny and warm. Found out that my theory was true! I felt like a scientist making a correct hypothesis, and finding no flaws in my experiment. After practice it was time to wait for my ride. *whip* mmm, i think andy got pretty angry with me doing the whip sound. Next thing I knew I was playing tag with Dawn, and then after got cornered. Kevin, wow just wow, did not know that he could be that disturbing. Also got double teamed by andy and adrian. However after, I played that game with uum sticks or something idk with dawn, and right after my ride came. It was a nice end to my week.

Man I wish I had a camera now.

Whatever!

one day.

meamojesus:

so it just occurred to me- lawrence and mark jao have VERY SIMILAR pictures for their tumblrs :O

I think it’s because we’re wearing blue O_O! OH MAN BLUE !

Today~

Nothing to report in my classes. Except IN world studies I drew a King on the white board. My teacher asked whether it was a king or queen, and I answered with “a little bit of both”.

After school tinikling! However, not a lot of people showed up, mostly because practice was called on short notice. I went though and we practiced the cross. We ended kinda early then usually.

I just went to the river to skip stones, i had like 20 minutes to kill. IDK. I felt kinda dumb just standing there skipping rocks, but I felt really calm. I got 3 skips on one rock. Standing there gave me time to think about what I should do over the summer.

Arriving home, I was all ready to finish my spanish video, but I fell asleep. A heavy spell feel upon me and I awoke at 9 pm. My video is all done, finished around 11:00 pm. I missed the office.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yvgKUAMHM3A

Definitely my favorite song during passing periods.

Today I have to admit I felt like I dressed really nice today. With my new shirt from heritage and my new kicks really went well together. My self esteem went up.

We had extended advisory, freshmen had to like fill out a survey to see what our personality is like. The test said that i have “0” points in “realist” ooh please! I’m a man who is very much stuck in reality as any other person. Since today was wenesday we had colloquium! It was eye opening, minumal wage is not enough! Also after I went directly downtown to the cadillac theater to watch Mary Poppins. It was pretty good. However, Mary poppins confused me a little when the children took medicine when they weren’t even sick.

Ideas for some Photoshoots

• Extravagating Blue-(Thank You Karen) So like, it was brought to my attention that I like to wear this shade of blue. I’m on the floor facing up. With my blue shirt. I make blue origami stars or cranes. Lay them on the floor. Take a few shots then photoshop it. Kinda hard to imagine.
• Controllable Teenager- So remember that post about when someone picked me up like simba. Mmm So like I was thinking of being a sequencial ppictures where I seemed to be going after someone. Then the next frame I’m being lifted and give a defenseless look.

MMMmmm I wish I could materalize my ideas.

Taking a pic of NHS

So, Robby asked me if I could help and I agreed because I thought it would be nice! I had some time to kill before working on my spanish project. NHS went into the 3rd floor atrium and I was ready to take a pic. I had to set the boudaries of the frame. Next thing I knew everyone was in position ready to take a pic.

I took a quick test shot. Everybody, well some people not all of them, was yelling at me and saying we weren’t ready.

I WAS SO PISSED. Who were they to just yell at me like that. NHS must be smart enough to know that people take test shots.

Next thing I know, a group of girls were yelling at me and trying to get my attention. Finally, I noticed them, they asked if the girls in the front row of center in such a nasty way. After I asnwered them they rolled their eyes to me!, fuck no. I will not take that!

They don’t even know me! I was being a good guy to help out and they treat me like some incompentent, idotic, fuckfaced boy! give some respect. They were probably seniors or juniors. Mostly because that’s most of NHS, and also they were very arrogant people who think better of other people. BUT how would I know? I was just assuming and asumptions are pretty bad.

• HOWEVER! I do know that respect is deserved but NOT ALWAYS GIVEN! However, be a person who gives respect.[MAIN POINT]

I’m so happy that I got this all out of my mind. SO PISSED! >_> I couldn’t take a great picture. I NEVER CAN! DAMMIT! So angry! I felt bad cause i felt like i let robby down.

TOO PISSED OFF TO WRITE ANYTHING ELSE ABOUT MY DAY!

My day was full of anger and keeping it down.

Running start

Woke up got ready for school. In the car I found out I won’t be free this wenesday due to a show that I have to watch.

Today was so much fun survey lit was Romeo and Juliet. Physics was just doing a simple experiment and graphing points on a graph. World Studies was pretty nice. We just looked at pictures and described what the picture symbolizes. I obtained a 9/10 on a quiz we had in world studies, it had a sticker on it.

After school

Yay! Isang. Nice to spend sometime with my friends. Mmm Do you know the nice fuzzy feeling people get inside their chest sometimes? That happened to me, when I found out Jean and Adrian picked me to be clickers for them, that made me feel very loved, no lies.

I felt bad for Tom. He seemed like he was dying of pain. I hope he gets better! I remember what he exclaimed when he dropped his stuff down on the floor. “My head is killing” With the expression of injury on his face.

Dawn was putting her hands in my hood. I bended down to get ready to click and DAWN BUTT RAPED ME! I hope she knows what she did.

Mmm more formations

• Sequencial rising sticks
• Triangle
• Rotating triangle
• Cross

7 in total

I feel so small

Andy is like, I don’t know, maybe 5-8 inches taller than me. First, I was like, “Piggy Back Ride!”. So, took a running start and was flying high!, BALLIN! Next, Andy was like, “You’re so light! Lemme see if I can carry you”. I didn’t ponder too much on the decision. I said, “ok”. I wasn’t thinking too much of how he would carry me.

He carried me like a teddy bear. He lifted me up like Simba in the lion king. I felt so small! I didn’t know I weighed so light. -_- I still have more time to grow.

After, my feet touched the ground. Jean came storming at me. Nobody held her back.

Today was stupendous!

Thoughts about bloggin

My vocabulary has increased exponentionally. My daily ritual of jotting down my thoughts in a day has increased my brain activity. Utilizing different adjectives I am able to explain, in detail, my daily events.

hahah! :P